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May 29, 2005

but they told me he was dead!

hello loyal readers of this blog! you guys are great.
anyway. just came back from church completely drenched from the rain but tis all right. i'd rather get drenched from the rain than carry an umbrella around. they annoy me. its nice walking in the rain anyways; just a little scary thinking about how you might get struck by lightning. wow, the post has just only begun and i'm already almost going on about... rain.
anyway, this weekend has been just CRAZY. really really crazy (in a good way). it started out kinda badly me feeling all down but God is just amaaaaaaaaazing. he taught me so so much in just a matter of two days. i don't even know where to start but the main thing was that, God sorta told me how horrible i've been these past few weeks. i realised that i let my pride make me rely on my own strength (just like how anakin relied on his own powers to try and save padme! hahaha) instead on God's strength (and my "strength" compared to God's super macho-ful strength is just...... okay, i can't even compare) and that made me drift away from God, and whenever i drift away from God, aaalll my bad, nasty, gross, yucky sides come out. so i looked back and it hit me so hard (maybe too hard) that i hadn't been the person God wants me to be. i really don't want to know who i'd be without God. too scary. but i'm so so thankful that God still loves me despite how awful i could be. and of course, there were loads of other things he taught me, but i shan't be too sappy or preachy or whatever on my blog. so this weekend, which seemed to start out really really crappily turned out to be great, and i hope you guys had an awesome weekend too.

and ruth! thank you so so so so much again for being there for me and bearing with all my long rants hahaha i really don't know what i'd do if i didn't have a best friend like you. you're the best! love you love you love yououououou ryaofieeeeee :D

oh man i'm so so so hungry!!!!!! it sucks cuz i haven't been eating well for a long time (lots of bad excuses like "busy," "lazy," "food's too gross"... etc.) and recently people have been telling me how i've lost weight! its horrrriibble. i must must must improve my diet or i might end up being unintentionally anorexic and that would be absolutely disgusting. so, one of my resolutions for this summer is to gain weight! yes yes yes. so when i come back to school next school year and have someone tell me "hey! you gained weight meg!" i would actually take it as a compliment. so feel free to offer food to me whenever you like : ) i would deeply appreciate it.

well, i should go study so goodbye!

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